**2025-02-04** drone ![[IMG_1839.mov]] --- **2025-01-31** today i've quit my job as a waiter. this is the last time i've worked for someone else's. fuck man, how good it feels. I can't think of the last time I was owning every second of my life. This is exactly where I want to be waking up every day, showing up to myself and my loved ones only. This is the way I can commit to life. My soul's hopes and dreams. Now it's up to me to be the person i want to be. No more excuses. No more bad talk. it's all on my hands --- **2025-01-30** despite being someone who likes to write on paper, for myself, i'm trying to do my notes on my 3d album [[untitled (ALBUM 2025)|here]], available to everyone. Just to try something different with documenting the creative process no regrets for now, i try not to think that you will read them. So they are messy, with mistakes and typos. Affirmations i might disagree tomorrow. And that's okay. It is for me and my creativity, it's just that you are invited to read --- **2025-01-27** last night I heard for the first time about Mario Pacheco and his record label Nuevos Medios. What a massive contribution for Spain and Music. I wish I could talk to him. he was not moved by money but by music. The bravery of acting with creative and personal authenticity. With pure love. He seemed not even interested in recognition despite the incredible work he was doing. This is the type of service to Music and Art I'd like to do with my time on life. --- **2025-01-14** the body is learning to say no. Or at least is the first time I'm aware of it. It complains with sickness, or gives up from the orders of my mind. In one month I've experienced the loss and grief of 3 vital persons in my life. I've also turned 27. i'm not sure yet of the weight of these events. It's painful growth. Signals I'm still getting use to interpret. I felt I've been dreaming, or rather, distracted with a set of prefabricated thoughts, not from me. Like stage layers of a theatre play.