**Dawn Sounds**: distant train horn, birds awakening, radiator hum
**First Sensation**: body feels heavy, mind quiet
**Energy Level**: ▅▅▃▃ (like a volume meter)
**Creative Atmosphere**: feels like tape loops today - repetitive, meditative
**Intention**: follow the loop wherever it leads
**Creative Seeds:**
- lingering dream about water → possible field recording?
- grief album: feeling drawn to work with grandfather's voice today
- body wants movement before sitting with sound
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→ 10:47 - Natural flow began (grief album work)
Emerging pattern: grandfather's voice + analog noise
Physical state: alert, present
Duration: 2h 13m (used stopwatch like Atchity)
→ Resistance point: 13:20
Pattern noticed: "achiever" voice saying should work on film score
Response: acknowledged, kept with album flow
→ Evening transition
Energy shift to: contemplative
Drew me to: field recording walk
Gathered: 3 interesting mechanical sounds
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**Day's Composition:**
Main motif: grief work dominated naturally
Contrasts: field recording brought fresh perspective
Productive tension: between film deadline & creative pull
**Tomorrow's Seeds:**
- continue with grandfather tape exploration
- film score when energy shifts to structured work
- body asking for more movement
**Key Pattern Noticed:**
Worked best when following natural transitions rather than
forcing specific times. Anxiety showed up around 2pm but
passed when acknowledged.